again...again..n again.....

tetibe akak gtau double thaqef masoq hospital!

ya ALLAH......ape lg ny....

ngn glabahnye aq pn tnye knape????

pg td g klinik n doktor ckp darah dy ade kuman....
n kne anta g hospital...

hadif : 22

hasif : 11

level kuman dlm drah 2 kot.....

n automatik tgn tros amek hp....nak call ibu....

x agkat pulak..........i want 2 speak with my twin!!!plizzzzzz

x lame pas 2 ibu call blik....

nk dga suare both thaqef....!!pliz

tp ibu ckp dyorg kat dlm blik x-ray...

doctr tgh chek...

pastu bru dpt tgk kputusan.....

hmm......ok......(hampe sgt)

hmmmm....

1st2 dlu msoq hspital sbb demam.....

2nd...sbb batok.......

n now darah ade kuman....

nape msty dyorg yg sket??????

x sanggop tgk dyorg kne cucuk jarummm

kne amek darah....

masoq air.....

...ya ALLAH...........

bg je la saket 2 kat aq........

ksian kat dyorg......

dyorg kcik lg....bru pandai nk main2.....

bru pandai nk ktawe....

jln pn x pandai ag.......

x thn tgk muke dyorg nages sbb thn saket kne cucuk jarumm.....:'( 

 to my beloved thaqef.......sorry cik ara x dpt balik jge korg.......

cpt2 baek taw.....mkn ubat.....dga ckp doktor.....x mo nages2 taw...

ALLAH syg lbey kat thaqef sbb 2 dy bg saket....

....miss u both like crazy.....

cik ara ley doakn korg je dr jaoh....:'( totally sad!!!

ya ALLAH plizz protect my twin......

p/s...i luv u..........:'(

tanx mamat jiwang!hehe

kristal - luahan hati

tanx pd sape yg bg lagu ny.......

walaupn agak kejiwang karatan.....hehe

tp lirik dy cm over sgt la....

kpde dy yg x harus dinamekn :

1 je aq nk ckp...

jgn harap pape dr aq k....

takot x tbalaz.....

n x nk saketkn aty sape2.......

kawan ag bez kn.....

x de gado2...x de putus2 kwn...

ejoy je...x de tnsion...

law jodo x kemane rite....

ok???

bdw....tanx! :)

p/s....law nk dga lgu ny...pause dlu lgu at blog ny k...
ade at blh bwh skali......:p

muhasabah cinta....

yang dicari 

walau bukan putera raja, biarlah putera agama

yang diimpi

biarlah x punye rupe, asal sedap dipandang mate

yang dinilai

bukan sempurna sifat jasmani , asal sihat ruhani,sempurna hati

yang diharap

bukan jihat pada semangat, asal pejuangan ade matlamat 

yang datang

x perlu yang gemilang, krane sy serikandi dgn silam yg kelam

yang dinanti

bukan lamaran dengan permata, cukuplah akad & janji setia

dan...

yang akan terjadi...

andai x same kehendak aty

reda ketetapan ilahi

e2lah ketentuan semenjak azali.....

i asked 4 strength

and ALLAH gave me difficulties to make me strong..

i asked 4 wisdom

and ALLAH gave me problems to solve..

i asked 4 courage

and ALLAH gave me obstacles to overcome..

i asked 4 love

and ALLAH gave me trouble people to help..

i asked 4 favors

and ALLAH gave me opportunities..

'maybe i receive nothing i wanted...

but i receive everything i needed..'

ALLAH did not promise that the way would be easy

but he did promise that

ALLAH would be with u

even single step of your life

as long as u want ALLAH to...

disebalik kesulitan e2

ade kemudahan

esoq akan merekah bunga yang harum mengusur kesedihan

menjadi penghibur aty....

''wahai tuhanku, 

ilhamkan lah daku untuk ttp bersyukur 

akan nikmatMU yg ENGKAU kurniakan kpdku

dan kpd ibu bapaku

dan supaye aq tetap mengerjakan amal

soleh yang ENGKAU redhai

dan jdkanlah sifat2 kebaikan meresap

masuk ke dlm jiwa zuriat keturunanku

sesungguNYA aq bertaubat kpdMU

dan sesungguhnya aq termasoq org2 yg berserah diri  kpdMU.."

jux dreaming..........

I was looking at my dream that is being deemed far away

And I was standing blankly

I don’t have anything left any more

I thought about giving up everything, but

I am standing up again

Even today step by step

I step forward carefully

My heart is full of fears

but it’s an excitement I’m embracing

I am staggering and shaking

But, I step forward towards

the dream that I am going to meet some day

As I’m thinking if it’s going to end like this

A fear constantly comes

I’m hesitating but

Deep inside my heart

There’s an unstoppable beating

that drags me forward

Even today step by step

I step forward carefully

My heart is full of fears

but it’s an excitement I’m embracing

I am staggering and shaking

But, I step forward towards

the dream that I am going to meet some day

Towards the dream that I am going to meet some day

tomodachi friend...

 never say u are heppy when u are sad

never say u are fine when u are not ok

never say u feel good when u feel bad

and never say u are alone when im still alive..:)
luv u nur..<3 

we're tight...we're fight..
but through all of it
there's 1 thing that will never change
we'll be fren 4 ever
walaupun amal garang...hehe

syg amal...<3

the days we so crazy

and days we're so bored

we laugh so hard

then we cry

all the inside joke

we always be best friend

sarangheyo faiza...<3

being fren with u added a bright spot 2 my life...

walaupun njwa suke tido..

kimi o aishiteru najwa..<3

'tyara nur amal faiza n najwa..........'

~bestiee ever ~

당신이사랑하는미스...;(

cdeynyer..............:(
antara air mata n pengorbanan
antara air mata n tangisan
antara kasih n syg
adakah kite ade pilihan???
hmmmm'bedoalah pd yg SATU untuk jln kebenaran...

astagfiruallahhalazim.............
smoge ALLAH SWT menjdkn air mate yg jatoh dr mate kite
adlah air mate yg berharga dipandangan-Nya

write ur sad time in sand
write ur good time in  stone.....:)

kne keja org gile....:(

ponteng clz bel sbb nk tgk cite ny....haha....

jahat gler.......1st week da ponteng.......

im sory sir.....pas ny x wat ag da....:)

karak taw...bkn kahak....hehe...X)

bez3....1 antu pn aq x nmpk...haha.....

sbb ttp mate..B)

ending dy cdey......faiza yg hot 2 pn nages...

opppsss...sory faiza tbocor rasie...hehe

bemule la sebuah cite....

lokasi : pekan pilah aka pekan karak

kononnye nk tggu bas uitm at tpi jln....tp malangnyer....

de 2 org pmpuan ngn 1 bdk laki....dtg....

'org 2' : dik...mak cik nk pinjam duit bley dik...5 ringgit je...makcik nk balik...x de dwet....

faiza : sory la makcik...ktorg x de dwet...bnyk bli brg2 td.....

'org 2' : mak cik bknnye nk mintak mak cik nk pinjam.....(nada da hangen da)

faiza : ktorg btol2 x de dwet makcik......(pinjam??klaka...haha..)

makcik 2 pn bla.....

tetibe makcik 2 patah balik then amek tong sampah at tpi kedai 2 nk baling at ktorg.....

ape lg.......LAAARRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIII........... jerit smpai tecabot ank tekak

dah la pakai bju kurung...mmg sopan la aq lari...haha

amal ngn beg tecmpk at jln...
seb bek la aq x jtoh kne beg si amal ny....

faiza g melintas jln.....
ros, alia, faeza da x nmpk bayang da.....pecot 100 meter..haha
pastu...troz la naek teksi....

lalu balik tmpat td...tgk2 makcik 2 da ilang......

cptnyeeeee.....

td 2 org ker???wuuuuuu~~~~~

sape suro tgk cite antu....kn da....

alia smpai nages2.....mybe shock sgt kot...

aq,amal n faiza x ley nk bnti glak.....hwawawawawawa

balik blik kol 10 aq da tdo....pnt sgt sgt jogathon td..haha
sumpah pas ny x wat ag......baru wat jahat sket time 2 gak kne balaz.....
bdak baek mmg x ley wat jahat kot....wawawa bajet je ayt.......
moral of de story : behati2 la semase tggu bas.... igatlah org yg tesyg...haha